First up is I think I'm going to try and do some sort of fitness blog from time to time. I'm hoping it'll motivate someone and maybe me at the same time. I've been slack up until this last week really and I need something to push me forward. Maybe try and post some easy exercises for those of you that don't like the gym or go to the anti-fit and anti-gym Planet Fitless. So stay tuned for that...
Next up is life. Pardon me if I'm on Facebook a lot again. Even when I was working (which I'm not at the moment, but don't worry, we'll get there...) I had a good bit of free time on my hands to do whatever, but now that I'm not at all...well between filling out job apps and the gym I guess I don't have much else going on. I don't know why people make such a hot topic of my page though. It's as if they never met me in real life. I'm not much different. People think I'm some sort of angry negative asshole and while I am kind of an asshole these days (sorry/not sorry), I really don't see how speaking the truth makes me negative? I'm a passionate person...maybe too much so. I find something I feel strongly about and lay into it...apparently that's a bad thing...not sure.
I'm also very impatient, but there's a reason for that. I was once told (after asking a girl out) that I moved too fast...2 weeks...yeah (bullshit right?)...so reason for that is, apparently I have a sence of urgency that others just seem not to...idk? Sorry that I know what I want and you don't, but it'd be nice if I wasn't judged for it. On the flip side of that I feel like I've missed out on other opportunities because of being too shy or scared to pull the trigger...yeah guess I don't know what I want? Or have others just ruined it for me? Guess I should figure my shit out eh?
Here's something that really chaps my ass though...I hate when people say "yeah I'll do (whatever)" or "I'd love to go (wherever)" and then flake the fuck out. I can't stand that shit. I don't like getting let down, and shit like that really lets me down. I'm not sure how to say this nicely, so I'll be blunt...DONT LIE TO ME!! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DO SOMETHING SAY MF'N NO!!! I'd rather someone tell me no than say "yeah! Can't wait" the back out bc they meant no all along. Stop lying! Shit! 😡
I'll try to calm down now, but if you've read this far you knew it was coming at some point. Anyway going back to being let down, I grew up trying to treat others how I'd like to be treated...and I feel like I do my best to go above and beyond if needed for anyone I consider a friend. However, typically the favor is not returned. I don't do it with the expectation that it be returned, but let's be real. People use others all the time and don't think I don't notice when you're trying to pull some bullshit like that on me. I see right through it and I certainly don't like being lied to, it makes me resent you. Stop. For your own good...
Last is my job situation. I left a company after 3 years there to take a job this past Wednesday. Now I'm not going to say where the job is or who this person is, but the entire situation has not been handled the least bit professionally so now I'm completely out of a job. Life is good huh? 😒
Had to get all of that out, I know I bouce around a lot (add) but I'm sure you'll get the gist. Hope the 4 of you that read this enjoy it. It's helped mellow out a little bit tonight. ✌🏻️
-Brandon
